I came to 3 conclusions.

a.) shit happens

b.) we all die

c.) everything gives you cancer

=/ seriously whatever. I can’t be arsed anymore, I HATE the internet it’s like one of the greatest and worst inventions ever! I love it and I hate it =/ I hate those words almost as much as I hate promises. A promise isn’t something you guarantee to someone that will happen, a promise is something that you’d do anything to make it happen and you sincerely mean it.

I don’t know what im rambling about but everything is just a lot of pointless crap. WE ARE A NATION OF CRAP. Then again so are many nations. Maybe im just cynical but aren’t we all? Or rather we’re all dumb.

We constantly DUMB DOWN the nation, we are a nation obsessed with technology we don’t understand and wanking off to pop idol rather than coming to terms with out sexless marriages and our abused children. We are SO commercial that we cannot live without things. We are FAKE.

Maybe it’s that we don’t care, maybe it’s that we care too much I don’t know, maybe we don’t understand a thing.

We change for people, we change to cover things up, we change to become something instead of nothing at all, and we can hide behind a veil but at the end of the day what is the point because we are all exposed. We are all just vessels that can carry a message and can bring love or hate. Happiness or sadness. Creation or destruction.

If the bible forgives all who repent then surely we are all free and yet never free from those who hurt us.

Opinions change, days, weeks, months, years pass and we regret things but what is a regret or a mistake to make when one regrets not taking more money to a gig, or not saying goodbye in time before a loved one passes away or a regret of taking your anger out on someone else for loosing a car race on an arcade game or seeing a horror movie scene which inspires you to kill someone.

And that is it right there. Men and woman are on a scale. No one is 100% straight, no one is 100% normal and no one is 100% good or bad.

The world is going MAD I wrote a 10 page blog on my space last year some when about everything which is so insane and retarted in my opinion. I mean what is it that the government could condemn CHILDREN for life for a murder which WAS horrific but could have been prevented if us as a society weren’t so obsessed with obscene imagery and thus preventing a tragedy. Instead children can suffer, now they are free and whether it be right or wrong who is to blame. And who is to make the decision on what is right or wrong? A government who encourages the killings of innocents? Those who preach an illegal war? A government who believes in equality and yet lets it own people down? What government is it that operates death row, it is one who says at 16 you can sign up to fight and die for your country yet you cannot drink alcohol until you’re 21.

And high school teachers thought I was mad.